Embracing the fool
I’ve survived most of my life by remaining certain of what happens next. I have meticulously planned controlled e.v.e.r.y.t.h.i.n.g. within an inch of its life. All of it. All the things. Anyone who has done any amount of reading on what it means to be codependent is most likely screaming “YES” at their computer screens. I see you, I know you, I am you. And while maintaining control has been fun, your girl is tired. I’m tired of thinking 18 steps ahead, of having backup plans for backup plans, of overthinking everything into complete paralysis.
So what if I look like a fool? The Fool card in Tarot happens to be one of my favorites anyways. The Fool doesn’t think 18 steps ahead. The Fool doesn’t even have a plan, let alone a backup plan. The word “overthinking” doesn’t exist in The Fool’s vocabulary. The Fool trusts in the journey, in the magic of the unknown. And maybe, just maybe, it's time for me to embrace a little more of that Fool energy in my life. Because here's the thing about control—it's an illusion. And honestly, where's the fun in always knowing what comes next?
So, here I am, standing at the edge of uncertainty, ready to take that leap. Because in relinquishing control, there's freedom. Freedom to experience each moment fully, without the weight of anticipation dragging me down. For years, I've been honing my skills, doing Tarot readings at events and for friends, navigating the intricate tapestry of the cards and the stories they weave. But now, I'm expanding beyond the familiar, venturing into new territory—I'm taking the leap to read Tarot on Sundays at my friend’s spa. I’m renting a room and, as they say, I am doing the damn thing!
It's a step into the unknown, a departure from the comfort of familiar settings and friendly faces. But in embracing this new challenge, I'm also embracing the opportunity for growth. For the chance to connect with strangers, to delve into the depths of their stories, and to offer guidance and insight through the language of the cards.
It's a leap of faith, a surrender to the flow of the universe and the wisdom it holds. I trust in my abilities and in the magic that surrounds us. It's time to release the grip on the reins and to trust that even without a detailed roadmap, I'll find my way. So here's to embracing the Fool within, to stepping boldly into the unknown, and to discovering the beauty of spontaneity along the way!
All my love,
Taylor
“you’re at the start line,
but sit back
and breathe.
with the ease of ignorance,
you slip into something new,
challenges and rewards
will be there, too.
after all, this is a journey
you’re taking on,
what sparks your curiosity
fuels your humanity;
let that interest take you away,
and the rest will seem like play.”
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